Unless you live under a rock you have heard the story of Kenneka Jenkins, the young lady who was found in a freezer in the Crowne Plaza hotel in Chicago. This story has had twitter and social media in a frenzy. She left with a group of friends to attend a party and never came home. Follow any of the hashtags to follow the story. Regardless of the distorted facts one fact remained is that she had some extremely horrible “friends” and that she was being brought there to be raped.
Now I have seen the memes floating about how her death and rape has sparked the whole be careful of your friends movement but it makes it seem as if the rapist and murdered of Kenneka deserves a pass? My thoughts are on what planet? Just because people are using this story to remind others about their choice of friends that doesn’t mean that the rapists and murder whomever they may be are fine. The way the information is spilling, the rapists and murders can be her friends. Everyone in that hotel room should be charged. Hands down. I will not dispute that. It’s not a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Everyone who live streamed it, turned the music to muffle Kenneka’s cries, participated, set it up, and carried it out should be charged. AND you should STILL watch your friends.
I placed myself in the place of a mother. I am a mother in real life. I have two daughters. My oldest child is very lovable and already possesses the thoughts that her friends are great. However as her mother teaching her right from wrong I am the voice until she has a voice on whom is not for her. Yes, even at 8 I have had to call out a few of the mean girls. My daughter goes to private school which means for the most part her classes are small and most of the kids in her class have already been together since Kindergarten. They hang together in and out of the classroom. If you think that I as a mother am not in her ear telling her, pointing out, and calling out her fake friends you are sadly mistaken. We ALL have had to deal with those who we thought was real and found it wasn’t remotely true.
I was asked this week have I ever had to deal with fake friends and the answer is HELL YES. My eyes were opened AFTER something went down. Whether that was hearing of stories being said tabout me, being left at a party, etc, it has happened. Or the times I have had a circle of friends who were really friends because we had one mutual friend involved and heard some crap about me that I didn’t tell the group. These are the very recipes for fake friends. I do not think Kenneka realized that until her unfortunate death. I said on my SnapChat and I will say it again, its not just the teenagers we need to worry about it’s the young girls that are my oldest daughters age that already show mean girl attributes. It’s the grown women who keep stuff going well into their 40s and up. This mean girl mentality can begin at any age. It doesn’t discriminate so while others are pointing their fingers at Kenneka, remember to re-evaluate your own circle.
Listen cutting off friends is hard. It hurts. It makes your circle smaller. Here are a few things to watch for:
- The “leader” that likes to control off the cards aka the information that is given to the group. My rule of thumb is that just because we share a mutual friend don’t bring me no news about someone I don’t pick up the phone and call myself. Do you know how many people talk that let’s pray for her crap and ain’t been in church a month of Sundays. Stop believing the that’s my sis crap. That same sis is the same one when you get on hard times will give your information to people who don’t even know you. Rule of thumb even in a group setting, let others tell their own business. Stop giving in the name of friendship other’s information unless you have permission.
- When one or more lie about inviting another but talk about how that one don’t come. I had that happen recently. I found out that after all this talking about one “friend” went down the girl wasn’t even invited but the “leader” told everyone they were and then talked bad about them for not coming. IF they will do it to one they will do it to all
- Be still sometimes. We go to things without asking the right questions. If you feel something isn’t right, trust what you say and have your own mind.
These are the lessons that even at 8 I have had to share with my daughter. These will NOT solve fake friends problems but it will open eyes. We believe anything. Just because you know someone for a long time don’t always mean they have your best interest in heart. Also to my men you play a HUGE part in some of this. For the men who use women as bait, stop. Start having conversations with your son and other young men about respect. Too many women trying to protect each other but not having men stand and rally behind them to do the same. Sorry your fragile egos can’t take a no but remember at some point, this could have been your daughter, mother, cousin, etc. Keneeka is all of us and I have the deepest sympathy for that mother and family. I pray that the ones who did this, will come forward and take responsibility soon. R.I.P Kenneka Jenkins!!
Well the day has been rainy and I really wanted to just relax on my lunch break and that’s code for read magazines and eat. However when I looked at my calendar and thanked the Lord for allowing me to finally get to 8 weeks post surgery, I got super excited. Then I got really sad when I saw I have less than a month to get in shape for a 5k and a walk that I have in the same weekend in September. I started to get anxiety as if I wouldn’t be ready in time. I decided that instead of worrying about it, it was time to get in the gym. So I did and I didn’t die.
I really wanted to wait until next week but then I thought about my whole mantra I have lived by which is not to put it off. So I tied my hair until a bun, put my sweat bands on and headed in the rain to the gym. The whole time I wanted to make a turn and roll out but I kept going. At first I was super intimidated. I was like girl you ain’t ready, just work on something productive and you will feel just as good. Then I thought about today being national failures day and I was like naw, I got to keep on going. I got in the gym and stretched and then got to work. Let me say that I have done some exercises towards the end of my surgery but its a whole other ball game when you’re in the gym. I wanted to take things slow but the reality is that even when I took sports in high school slow doesn’t always motivate me so I played a game with each song to push myself and change the intervals while doing cardio. Until tomorrow with a new song line up, I can’t wait to crush it again.
So all in all I have to say I hope that getting back into the swing of things will boost my energy. I have noticed that every 2 day I have to go to bed before 9pm. I can’t go much longer than two days before I feel like someone hit me with a car even with taking all of my vitamins. So maybe that will change but 2 months later a few weeks taking them and I am no longer on go all the time. My hormones have finally leveled out. The night sweats have decreased and so has the hot flashes. That is a blessing let me tell you. I still carry my fan with me I refuse to be out here and not prepared that’s for sure.
A lot of the issues that I had prior to surgery has gone away. I am super happy to feel like I am a healthy woman again. Finding out that a lot of this needed to be corrected years ago has been hard as I pushed to have these things done but not by the right doctor who would listen. So now with the right doctors in place, life has gotten so much easier.
So I look forward to a few things. As the year is in its last quarter or very close to it, I have some fitness goals yet to work on.
- Maintain my weight
- Ability to choose the costume for Halloween I want. Last year although cute, I felt like an over sized Mario Brothers (female version) with sausage arms.
- Not look like I am the mini turkey for Thanksgiving (won’t see my sausage arms in this year’s pics)
- Get to the New Years with an awesome little number (dress) even if I don’t go anywhere. You know if my husband and I don’t go out I throw a mean family party. I’ll be the flyest in-house mom ever.
- To be able to look back on this year and know my goal for 2018 won’t be to lose any weight but to maintain it. You know the years prior I would make a goal and never work at it, never achieve it, but it was a “goal” I had in the back of my mind since surely my body didn’t do the work to get there.
So ladies and gentleman thank you all for rocking out with me during this hysterectomy journey. All of the ups and downs have all been worth this moment of clarity and health. Be vigilant about your health and complete your goals!
I’ve seen some pretty good memes from all the Usher reported Herpes talk. However my message is simple women asked him reportedly and he said he was fine. Now I don’t know if it was because he was Usher that someone figured he was good but, no one’s pocket will excuse you from getting STDs.
So as much as everyone thinks this whole story is funny the truth is celebrity or not this is a situation that happens to both men and women all the time. The issue is that some people are fortunate to be able to get some medication and recover and others are not. How many stories have to be published with people who knowingly know they have a STD and make it their life long mission to infect others. How easy it for you to be in the passion and just go with the flow? Very easy if you’re not thinking.
One night of passion can devastate an entire family not just the ones who laid down and opened themselves up to the infection. Oh and FYI for my married folks, your marital vows are not enough to protect you from a STD. It only takes one night of misguided passion to bring your mate home more than they bargained for. Many women and men don’t think with their right “head.” So as a married women I still insist on yearly STD checks. I remember when I had my youngest daughter and my doctor said well you’re married you don’t need to be checked. I looked at her and said lady, if you don’t check and do a full panel! Like I thought how many other married couples she told this to. Marriage doesn’t change the will of the person in the marriage. That is a daily test. Married couples need to be just as vigilant in their sexual health as anyonelse.
So why you worrying about Usher let this help you get to the nearest clinic and get checked. Yes get checked. The issue with the women who are suing Usher and will most likely win is that he has the funds to at least begin financial healing but the regular man or woman doesn’t. If you’re not on top of your sexual health by the time you find out you could already be in harms way. Life and death are super important when it comes to sex. Please don’t allow a night of wet sheets cost you your life. Get tested not just ask if someone has a STD. Keep your regular STD check. If you find yourself in a position and make the decision to have unprotected sex although not safe, go get checked and then head the protocol to go back a few weeks up to months to recheck again.
Oh and one more thing if a man is married, leave him alone!! It is reported that the young lady he slept with was his ex wife’s bridesmaid. She really must have thought she had pulled her a good one and played herself. She is just as responsible for this as he is. No passes given here.
I don’t know how Usher’s new wife is feeling about all of this and if she too is vigilant about her sexual health but I know I would be embarrassed. I hope it works for all parties involved.